Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Ender Will Save Us All

Oh goodness. I am such a silly girl.
This is what I have done for the past, ok, my entire life: every time any guy shows any interest in me, I back way off. WAY OFF. Even if I liked the guy in the first place!
I think I am afraid of relationships. I just cannot get comfortable with the idea of tying myself to someone else, even in the loosest of ways!
I don't know how to play this game. Every scrap of ability I have was not put into anything people-related.

And I'm sorry I'm such a control freak. Gosh, sometimes I look back on what I've done, and I'm like, what the heck was I thinking and why did no one slap me? Every project, every event, everything, I just have to bestow it upon myself to get my hands in all the details. Probably a good trait when it comes to school, but you know what, sometimes I should just chillax and let other people do something.

Ah, deedge. I ought to write something peppy about California. Soon to come, I promise.

5 comments:

Jody Lynn said...

Katie...who is this guy that you're talking about? Send me a personal email.

Ash said...

Yeah, that's what I was just wondering about... :S Sorry. :(

Katya said...

haha no one in particular really, just a general thing about me. :)
well...we should all talk. haha

Kristen said...

Katie dear, we are two of a kind. I can certainly relate... :-)

Ryan Weierman said...

I had no idea you were interested in me... ;)