I feel so fragile.
I want to come home and make myself dinner. I want to love my classes again. I want to stop feeling guilty for every moment I don't spend with my head buried in a textbook. I want to learn concepts instead of just throwing answers on a page because it's due in two hours. I want to feel smart again.
I can't...can't I caan't take freaking physics for two and a half more semesters!!! GAH it's killing me!!
I just want to sleep for days. Wake me up when my life is back to normal, and I have good grades again please.
I miss myself.