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I am confused.
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Showing posts with label confusion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confusion. Show all posts
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Thursday, August 12, 2010
up and up?
Curse this 8 hour time difference!!
I just got an email informing me of my chemistry TA position, and I need some feedback here!!
Also, I need to decide once and for all what I am doing with my schedule this fall.
It's okay though, because in 24 hours I will already be in the Paris airport ready to take off for back home.
WOOoooo!!
I just got an email informing me of my chemistry TA position, and I need some feedback here!!
Also, I need to decide once and for all what I am doing with my schedule this fall.
It's okay though, because in 24 hours I will already be in the Paris airport ready to take off for back home.
WOOoooo!!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
I have no response
So....
my partner is no longer on the ballroom team.
And I no longer know what I want to do with myself.
My conflict: it's a Blackpool year (which means we travel to the most prestigious ballroom competition in the world in Blackpool, England), and it's always been my dream to compete there. Will my partner be able to fly out just to dance one round? In all likelihood we will not make a single cut...not really worth a $1000 plane ticket. At the same time, I feel burned out. I want to move forward with chemistry and French. I want to make the Dean's List next semester and spend my afternoons and evenings in study groups and in the library, not really so much in a studio. BUT, I also know it would practically kill me to watch Dancesport in November and not be dressed in a $800 costume and a half pound of makeup and hairspray.
Option AI. Keep dancing with same partner. Drag myself through rehearsals and lessons.
Option AII. Keep dancing with same partner. Pray for renewed determination and a major attitude adjustment.
Option B. Beg old partner for forgiveness.
Option CI. Take the year off.
Option CII. Take the year off and dance class routines with some random person on team at Blackpool.
Thoughts?
my partner is no longer on the ballroom team.
And I no longer know what I want to do with myself.
My conflict: it's a Blackpool year (which means we travel to the most prestigious ballroom competition in the world in Blackpool, England), and it's always been my dream to compete there. Will my partner be able to fly out just to dance one round? In all likelihood we will not make a single cut...not really worth a $1000 plane ticket. At the same time, I feel burned out. I want to move forward with chemistry and French. I want to make the Dean's List next semester and spend my afternoons and evenings in study groups and in the library, not really so much in a studio. BUT, I also know it would practically kill me to watch Dancesport in November and not be dressed in a $800 costume and a half pound of makeup and hairspray.
Option AI. Keep dancing with same partner. Drag myself through rehearsals and lessons.
Option AII. Keep dancing with same partner. Pray for renewed determination and a major attitude adjustment.
Option B. Beg old partner for forgiveness.
Option CI. Take the year off.
Option CII. Take the year off and dance class routines with some random person on team at Blackpool.
Thoughts?
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Mouthwash
Nationals was awesome, as usual. :)
No tears this year, so that's always a plus.
I got a ballroom scholarship (!!!) so I won't have to pay tuition next year even if I do end up losing my academic scholarship this semester. Whew....
I don't even know what to write right now. I think I've got a glimmer of a something to say, but I can't get it all straightened out in my head (maybe because I can't or because I'm in denial, I don't know).
HESI[FREAKING]TATION just might kill me. That's all I'm saying.
I heart Ender:
"There was a stab of insight there. Ender caught it and then it immediately slipped away.
-Well, if it's true, then I'll think of it again."
Ender in Exile by Orson Scott Card
I hope I can just think of it in the first place.
No tears this year, so that's always a plus.
I got a ballroom scholarship (!!!) so I won't have to pay tuition next year even if I do end up losing my academic scholarship this semester. Whew....
I don't even know what to write right now. I think I've got a glimmer of a something to say, but I can't get it all straightened out in my head (maybe because I can't or because I'm in denial, I don't know).
HESI[FREAKING]TATION just might kill me. That's all I'm saying.
I heart Ender:
"There was a stab of insight there. Ender caught it and then it immediately slipped away.
-Well, if it's true, then I'll think of it again."
Ender in Exile by Orson Scott Card
I hope I can just think of it in the first place.
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